August 22nd, 2026

My mind is in full pinball mode. BING BING BING BING BING bouncing off the walls of my skull with nowhere to go and no way to stop except down. I have so many things I have to do and so much more I need to do but I'm so overwhelmed and don't know where to start or how to finish.

Things I need to do:

  • Clean. Clean everything. DEEP CLEAN everything.
  • Get my daughter's schooling activities ready for the fall. (This requires money I don't have.)
  • Work out more.
  • Get at least one story finished.
  • Plan the meals for the week

    • Things I want to do:

  • Get the house decorated for fall so I can start making that video series I want to put out.
  • Draw.
  • Go for more walks.
  • Quit my job.
  • Inject pumpkin spice directly into my bloostream.

    • I start one thing, get distracted, and bounce to the next. It's constant NYOOM and I can't stop it. And if I wait to do it all when my brain isn't in NYOOM mode, then I have no energy at all to do anything.

    Help.